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14 days till valentine's
my heart took a trip halfway across the world
i lost it in july and still can't seem to find it
flashbacks of elementary school days are the epitome of my self-hate
how i used to write the last name of my crush after my own
how i was too nervous to talk to boys
how i would plan out what specific valentine i was giving to what specific person
because of course,
that was the most important thing
one year i was riding home on the big yellow bus all by myself, carrying my "mailbox" full of valentines. Walking down the steps to get off, i tripped and they flew higher than my dignity.
i don't know about you,
but valentine's day has never been my thing.
I haven't been able to get over the fact that there's only one.
1 day out of the whole entire 365 to show affection?
If only every day were valentines day, (excluding the pda)
maybe we wouldn't be so afraid of ourselves
our emotion is buried deep in that hole we once dug to china
a chunk of our hearts,
each and every one of our hearts,
drowned in the red sea
and though I'm still trying to revive them
most won't let me
mentos will upset a bottle of coke
so open up the package and
share them till theres nothing left
let your cup be halfway full of ice
and fill it to the brim with caffeine
february wasn't made for explosions
neither were you.
x marks the spot
and o won't subside
you may not be ready for february,
but welcome her with open arms
put on your red lipstick,
don't bother to grab your phone
take her hand and feel it in yours
february is ready for you
and there is nothing you can do about it.
xoxo
--Lola
hey valentines day has never really been my thing either so I like this.
ReplyDeleteyes yes yes yes. I seriously love this. The whole post = on point.
ReplyDeleteso so good.
ReplyDeleteMmmmm. The xo part. And the February explosion part. You're good.
ReplyDelete"february wasn't made for explosions"
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